This morning I woke up and went into the bathroom, and felt like lying down on the tile floor and sleeping straight through today. I want to skip past this first day.
Instead I took a long, cold shower, brushed my teeth slowly, sat down and practiced breathing exercises while my hair dried. it's okay to be sad, you know, he told me, and I cried while I put lotion on. My skin dries out with sadness, for some reason.
Normally this is where I'd go back to bed and stay there for hours or maybe a couple days. A couple months. Instead I drank a glass of water.
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